Sunday, July 25, 2004

Went to Carolyn's house today. I was suppossed to meet Yana and Ema at Yew Tee at about 2:30pm, but I'm still at home during that time. Hahs, I arrives 30 mins later. Im so sorry. Anyway, it's your fault too okey. Didn't gave me a warning call. Hehs -_-

Anyway, we dance to the beat of the song, twist and shout. Hahs, it's kinda cool, but well, kinda weird too. But anyway, it's our hard effort, a mixture of many movements combined together.=)) But it's nice, you know.

I reached home nearly at 8pm. I was so afraid that my mum would scold me. I reached home late yesterday, and today I reached home after 7pm. But well, she didn't said a word. I guess I'm saved.=D Hahs. Anyway, i still got lotsa homeworks to be completed. A-Math, Geo, Malay. Argh, and I have not eaten my dinner yet, and I'm so hungry!!! =/

shE remIniscE @9:40pm

Saturday, July 24, 2004
Okey, I just got home. A really long day for me. I met Fatimah, Carolyn, Farhana and Felicia at Westmall around 5pm. Then, we went to the Macdonalds there as I was phreaking hungry. For your information, I didn't eat the whole day as I'm still on non-talking terms with my mother. Well, guess what. I really made a fool of myself there. Felicia knows best because she saw the whole thing that happened to me.At that moment, I really was damn clumsy.Hahs, thinking about it made me laugh.=D

It all started out when Caro asked me and Felicia to help them buy their foods. I bought for myself while Felicia bought for them. She bought a Chocolate Ice Cream Sundae for Farhana. The cup, was the kind of cup that can't stand straight, which means, it's kinda wobbly. Felicia put it on my tray, because she was afraid that she would drop it. So, as I was walking up the stairs, trying my very best to prevent the ice cream from toppling. Unfortunately, it toppled over my wallet. I shrieked and try to make that stupid ice cream stand straight again, but hahs, my drink spilled on my jeans and top, but a bit only larhs, but still, I was wet and sticky due to that stupid ice cream. Gosh, I was damn frustrated. But luckily, nobody saw it, except for Felicia. Wahaha~=))

I was in a bad mood, but it was only for a while, because Farhana kept making me laugh. Hehs. Then went to Farhana's house. I carried her cute little baby brother. It had been a long time since I carried a baby. Gosh, the feeling was damn nice.Hahs. Then, Farhana and me taught them the Superstar dance steps. Yeah, we dance the night away,kept dancing and dancing. It was soooo fun.Wheee~ Had a great time =]

I went home around 8.30. The first time in my whole life, Fatimah walked freaking fast, even faster then me, which was a very shocking sight. Hahs, usually it would be me who would be walking faster then her. I've got a faster walking speed per. Hehs. Liyana, you should really see her!=)) But well, can't be blamed, because her dad was calling her non-stop. I've got blisters on my foot now, thanks to Fatimah as I had to catch up with her.=/ Anyway, maybe I'll be going to Caro house tomorrow, to dance again. Wheee~ -_-

shE remIniscE @9:45pm

Friday, July 23, 2004

I hate my mother.

shE remIniscE @2:57pm

Thursday, July 22, 2004

My bestfriend=)) We took this picture in the toilet.Hahs.

Felicia and Me. By the way, why does it seems that Felicia is taller than me? I thought I'm taller than her!

Whee~ Susu and me again. Had to take lotsa pictures with her because it's her digi camera. =/

Yana and me=D

Nurool and me.Lalala~

Eva,Farhana,Felicia,Me, Liang Tong and Caro.

Okey, the pictures are finally up. Anyway, there's lots more pictures that I took, with the Chinese girls but Susu deleted them, I don't know why. Maybe, because, her face wasn't inside. Hahs, just kidding. Anyway, anyone want me to send the pictures, just tell me. There's a lot more, and I'm lazy to upload them here. I won't upload them in my photoz too. I don't know why. Don't ask me.=/ Hahs. Tata~

shE remIniscE @5:15pm

Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Today was Racial Harmony Day. Hahs, I wore a Kebaya to school. I mean I didnt really wore it from home. I brought all the stuff to school. Anyway, I seriously don't intend to wear. It started from yesterday night, when Nurool called me. She practically forced and begged me to wear, together with her. I didn't know why, maybe I was too tired I just said Yes, but I don't intend to wear. Bastard right? Hahs, but I'm not that bad larh. I will keep my promise.

Since I had already promised Nurool, I called Suhaila and Zafirah and I practically forced and begged them to wear. Hahs. Well, in the end, none of us wore from home. We changed in school. I think my class is very sporting. We are the only class, in which you can say, actually bothers to wear something nice. Wheee~ 3/8 rocks.=))

Anyway, we took some shots after school. Hahs, it was so fun.But TOO BAD Susu can't go online at the moment, thus, she can't send me the pictures. Sob. Anyway, i'll try to do something to her comp. Maybe I'll ask around. Maybe, I'll ask Teddy. Maybe I'll ask Fathu.Hehs. In the meantime, no pictures to be uploaded.=(( Oh yeahs, you know something, tata is my favourite word now.Tata~ =D

shE remIniscE @8:33pm

Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Teddy helped me to so-called solved the problem about my computer. It's not really solved, but he send me the Mozilla Firefox, in which substitutes as the internet explorer, and thus, I could still do my surfing. Wheee~ =))Anyway, i had a good night sleep yesterday. Hahs, thank god i could fall asleep. I was so worried that I would have insomnia, in which according to Susu, it would last for 3 weeks, well according to her so-called research larhs. Hahs, but still, I wanna try to resolve the operation aborted thingy.

Oh yeahs, after recess, I didn't have lesson at all. We had to assemble in the hall because there was an urgent meeting for the teachers. Well, no teachers means chaos. So damn true, it was so noisy and there was even a small fight going on. 1 hour later, so as you can see, we stayed for 1 hour in the hall, the principal came and told us some stuff that happened to one of the Unity girls. She comitted suicide by jumping down the building yesterday. It concerned the school, as there were some media trying to get more information from the teachers regarding the incident. Well, quite a shocking news. I mean, she's in class 4/7, thus a studious girl, and she had to end her life just like that. Gosh, it was a sad news.

When it was finally time to get back to class, in which there was only 2 periods left till school ends, which was my Bio period, which means, so called free-period for me as my teacher had been absent since last week. Well, i had fun sleeping in class. At least i got to rest for 1 hour. I was very tired, you know, didn't have much sleep. If there would be a time, when I could sleep for one whole day, sheesh, I'll be the luckiest girl on earth.=D

shE remIniscE @7:30pm

Monday, July 19, 2004
Im pissed. Terribly, terribly pissed off. I didn't slept the whole night yesterday. It was so damn frustrating. I kept tossing and turning in bed. i didn't even get to sleep for a few hours. It's like, my mind couldn't switched off. If I can't sleep again tonight, I'm going to the doctor tomorrow.

Anyway, obviously I would be very tired today. Kept complaining to my friends. I think they are sick of me repeating time and again that i couldn't sleep yesterday. Anyway, it's a terrible feeling. I was tired, but I couldn't sleep. How scary could it get.

I went home early to get some rest before i wake up to study for my Chem test tomorrow. But as soon as I reached home, my mother said something that really, really really pissed me off. I was very very angry. I was tired, can't she see? i don't feel like sleeping anymore and thus, went online to calm myself down. Well, it's worse. My comp is giving me problems. I can't seem to go hotmail, or friendster blogspot or whatever. This thingy kept popping up saying Operation Failed. What the hell larhs. Well, it's really testing my patience. It really really worsened my mood.

I'm feeling bad and tired enough. Hoping for Teddy to go online soon so that i could ask him what's wrong with my comp since he's a damn big expert on computers. I'm not talking to my mum. I don't want to study for my test tomorrow. I'm hoping that I'm gonna failed really badly for tomorrow's paper.

shE remIniscE @5:05pm

Saturday, July 17, 2004

I really hate my damn computer. Really I do, it kept giving me problem. I'm sick of reformating it again and again. As soon as i was awake just now, I went to reformat my comp again. This time round, I make sure I did step by step and I don't press anything wrong again. If I have to reformat my comp for the third time, I'll go crazy =/

Anyway, around 11am, Fatimah called me and asked me out to causeway point as she wanted to buy some stuff. Being a good friend, I decided to accompany her.=)) Guess what she wanted to buy? She didn't want to buy anything, she wanted me, to take neopics with her. She was practically forcing and begging me. I was really shocked, i mean that's just not her. It's like she's doing it for a reason. I was really on a tight budget, so I didn't want to waste my money.

Finally she said that, tomorrow, she's gonna take a picture with her boyfriend and that since it was her first time, she wanted to practice smiling. *Rolled eyes* What the hell. Hahs, I find it so funny, I mean you can practice it in front of the mirror~ =D Anyway, don't tell her i wrote this in my blog, she's gonna kill me. Wahaha. It's kinda lame larhs but I ended up taking neopics with her, and finished up all the money that I had left. =((

shE remIniscE @11.30pm

Friday, July 16, 2004

Fark my computer. Fark the MSN messenger. I hate my computer!

shE remIniscE @11.23pm

Thursday, July 15, 2004
Hey!I'm so happy. I'm finally online. Whee~ =)) Thanks to the people who still tag ma board. Anyway, this computer is sort of still giving me problems. I don't know the reason why, and anyway, who cares. I can go online, that's what matters. =]

Anyway, nothing much happened in school today. First time in my life, I enjoyed myself during the Malay period. You know why? Each of us had to so called promote an item given by the teacher. So it's like sort of an advertisement, made by us. Gosh, it was damn funny.=)) Really had a wonderfully great time.

Oh yeahs, heard a bad news just now. I don't wish to write it down here because I don't wanna spread this thingy. All I can say is that, I'm kinda sad that it happens to her, well she's quite young, still have a long way ahead of her. This Saturday, insyallah,me and a few of the malay girls are gonna visit her at the hospital. Hope she gets well soon.

shE remIniscE @9:00pm

Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Hie people =)) Well, my computer is still not okey yet. Well, know where I am? I'm at Jurong East Library with Liyana. Gosh it's so damn cool here. The forth level is especially for teenagers. It's an enclosed area as there's loud music blasting here. Cool hah, as for now I'm listening to -I don't wanna know by Mario Winans Ft. Free music for me, its so damn freaking cool. There's book and stuff, just like a normal library but you can eat or drink here.Oh ya, you can even sleep here because there are some guys lying down cosily at this cosy cushion right now. Let me repeat again, COOL RIGHT =] It's sort of another place to hang out. Whee~ You guys should really so-called explore this amazing new library.By the way, Yana say HIE=D

Anyway, regarding my idiotic computer, I think I'm gonna reformat it by today, insyallah.But look, as soon as I reached home, I 'll probably take a short nap and by the time I woke up, it'll be time for me to study for my Geo test tomorrow. Sheesh, I miss my computer and everything. I miss typing, chatting and updating my blog though it's like only two days since my comp broke down. But well, it's my fault anyway, and thus I can't blame anyone except for myself, perhaps.

Oh yeahs, I'm not suppossed to be here now. I'm suppossed to be at Juring JC, but I didn't attend the installation. Hmm, but seriously speaking, I really miss Nurul and the rest of F1 family. But hey, I didnt attend because I was hungry, and that I rather eat at Long John Silver instead. Lame hah, but sorry guys. =/ Anyway, I only have 30mins free access and thus, I'm outta here. Wish me luck for my computer. Tata~ =))

shE reminIcsE @4:30pm

Tuesday, July 13, 2004
wohooooo...alo....lalala...diz is susu!! ahakz..dee carn blog for few daes coz tgn die gatal nak mampus entah ape bende die picit sampai internet die pon disable..tsk tsk tsk!! shez now at limbang doing her project..mlm2 gini..baik2 dee..kang hantu ikut kau..susah! haha..im practically crapping here..so fun! write all bullshit stuff use dee'z account..she ask me to blog for her ok..not i hack..since i got nth better to do except chatting wit one of my crap partners, shahrul aka bagedel, write wart i noe bout diz er..pink gerl. dee my best buddy hu'a always dere for me in times of crisis n well...still bside me even in my crazy times..especially now im a scientist doing research on human beings which is a rolling eyes for her. haha..she'll nvr understand my craziness. always smile here dere..everywhere..n also..love pink to god noes how much she love pink..UGH!! EEEWWW!!! ok la enuff of all diz..too lazy to write..n summore she owe me oreo..DEE I WAN MY OREO N IF I DUN GET IT BY 2M U HAVE TO BUY ME 2 PACKETS OF MINI BITES OREO!!!!!!!!! n darn i really mean it..haha..

shE remIniscE @8:30pm

Sunday, July 11, 2004
I woke up early today to attend this ceramah made by this Ustazah at Masjid Al-Khair. Actually, it wasn't voluntarily, it was compulsory for me to come.I went with Firah and Ema.The tittle of the ceramah is Cinta Remaja, which is Teenage's love.

Well, first time, in my whole life, I wasn't feeling sleepy when attending this kinda ceramah. I mean, just look, the tittle's interesting, just that the Ustazah was very sarcastic and she was shouting like noboby business. I mean, yeah, shouting at us, teenagers. She said mostly about religious stuff but well, it was kinda fun larh. Wasn't boring at all.

On the way home, saw a lot of Unitians. I mean the malay sec 4 guys. Kinda surprised they have the time to attend this kinda thingy.Hahs. On the bus home, something embarrassing happened. I was with Fatimah and there were lotsa Unity guys at the back. As usual, Fatimah would said, Oh my god, this is so embarrassing, yet really I don't know what's so embarrasing =/Hahs. Then, I found a seat, kind of at the back, and so i sat down first, but I didn't sit beside the window, which means fatimah had to move in. You know what, I don't know how but as she was moving in, she dropped her bag. As in drop making this loud noise. And the bag seemed to have so-called fly all the way to the back, in front of the guys. God, you know how embarrassing it was. Well, of course, she was more embarrassed and she drop at my bus stop to wait for the next bus.Wahaha~=))

shE remIniscE @4:34pm

Saturday, July 10, 2004
I want to take back whatever that I've said. I guess, she read my blog and asked if i was referring to her. At first, I was very reluctant to tell her truthfully, but, i guess i did.Oh yeahs, I'm glad I did tell her.We are friends now.=D

Now, I know the reason why she ignored me all this while. It's because of someone. I'm not close to that someone but, hey, i treated her like my friend because I thought she was my friend.I mean, I can't believe there's a spy beside me all this while. Okey, maybe not a spy, a reporter or whatever. I don't know if i should hate her or something. Well, maybe hate is too strong a word. I don't like to say, Hey, I hate this girl. I'm just not that kind of person.

Should I ignore her or should I confront her. Well, maybe i should just forgo the whole thing. Just be friends, like normal. But seriously speaking, I didn't expect her to be this way.I mean, when she's with me, she gave me this kinda I wanna be your friend attitude yet behind me......sigh, I'm lost for words. I hate that kinda attitude. Well, let me tell you people out there, talk to me face to face if you hates me or something. Don't acts to be my friend yet you bitch about me behind my back.Get it? Anyway, I'm still gonna be friends with her. I don't wana create any trouble.

shE remIniscE @5:11pm

Saturday, July 10, 2004
It's a Saturday afternoon and I'm so bored.Anyway, I forgot to write something in yesterday's entry. There's gonna be some shifting going on for the Malay students, so that means, there will be new students joining our malay class. I don't mind really, just that, I wasn't that glad that this person will be joining us.

My friend told me about it and we were all like Urgh. Well, I was kinda taken aback because I thought I would be the only person to groan, but it seems that my other friends were having the same thought as me.

I don't say I hate her or something, of course not, I'm not that bad, but I just don't like the idea of being in the same class as her. We used to be friends last time, we were okey with each other, but now, it seems that both of us are invincible to each other's eyes.

One of my friends said that, we should like give her a chance to make friends with us as she don't have much friends, but hey, I really don't know. It's like I've seen through her, and I've known the real her. One word, she's so fake. When she says she don't like this girl, it means, she don't like, though she don't even know that person and had never talk to her before.In front us us, she may seems so kind, so sweet, but you won't know if she's talking about you behind our back. Well, I don't know what to say. She's gonna be in my class, and it's a fact I gotta accept.

shE remIniscE @12:25pm

Friday, July 9, 2004
School was great today.We didn't have much lessons today.Oh yeahs, Susu was still sick. Haiz, she's still waiting for her mini oreos. Sorry Susu, tomorrow okey? Insyallah=))

Anyway, after school, went to Causeway Point with Firah, Yana and Eeqa to catch the movie Mean Girls. Let me tell you, the show was fantastic. It was absolutely great. If anyone wants to treat me, I really don't mind seeing Mean Girls again.=D

Oh yeahs, I'm thinking if I should meet someone tomorrow.=/

shE remIniscE @11.30pm

Tuesday, July 6, 2004
All right, so today was Zafirah's birthday. When we reached school, we acted as if we don't care it was her birthday. Well, all I did was to wish her simply. Hahs, I can say that we acted quite well. She was quite sad and dissappointed. We didn't tell her about our so-called after school plan.

Anyway, intended to skip Leo meeting, but I found out that there was a presentation, in which I had to be there. So, in the end, I didn't. Then, remembered that today I had Chemistry peer tutoring and had to stayback till 5. I thought of skipping it, but you know what, I left my bag in class, so I had to go back to class after my Leo meeting larh. Then,Mrs Quah saw me. I wanted to run away, but she said, Diyanah, where are you going, don't try to run away ahh. The first thing that came to my mind was, Argh, shit!

Hahs! I had to finish up this worksheet, and so, I took Ema's one and copied. I thought that I could go by then, but she asked me to sit outside the staff room to discuss the answer!Oh my gosh, she's such a bother. I didn't really care and just hand up my worksheet. Wahaha, I'm gonna get a scolding tomorrow, but who cares.=))

I got away from her and went to Let's eat restaurant.Oh yeahs, Zafirah was really surprised. Hahs. I'm glad that she's happy.Anyways, Happy Birthday Zafirah=D

Oh yeahs, I forgot to say. Remember I did an A-math test last week, in which I say I'll get a 0, well, for your information, I've got 5 out of 12.Hahs, hey but I'm still happy.It's a miracle sey.=))

shE remIniscE @7:19pm

Monday, July 5, 2004

In the morning, I was forced by my mother to wake up at 8am. Well, actualli wasn't that bad lah because I didn't sleep late yesterday and I didn't watch soccer. For your information, I've got no interest in watching that show.I rather sleep.Hahs.

Then, my mum asked me to go to NTUC and buy the necessary stuff for cooking a sphaghetti.I thought she was the one cooking, but I ended up doing everything. My mum was like what sey. She wanted to place some onions and beansprouts together with the sphaghetti.Sheesh. Thank goodness I stopped her in time.

Then, at about 2.30, I met Firah and Yana at CCK. Actually, I thought there would be Nisah, Wadah and Farhana, because Nisah kept messaging me giving me an impression that I was really late, but well, they turned up much later because they got something on. So me, Firah and Yana went to take some neopics. Surprisingly, it was Firah who initiated the taking of neopics, since, according to her, she's gonna be 15 tomorrow, and thus had to take some neopics today.Hahs.Oh yeahs, there's some extra, [I don't mean extra in a bad way=))] girls there, because since they were from Unity, and we saw them there, we just asked them to join us. Hmm, friendly aren't we?Wahaha~

Anyway, Mdm Nor's baby was damn cute.She's so fair,just like her mother.Her name is Nur Emily. Nice right!!=D I reached home around 5.30, only to find everyone missing. My mum called and said that she's working. Oh gosh, I was so damn shocked. When did she ever started working. My dad didn't even know about it. *Shakes head* I'm gonna question her when she reach home later.

shE remIniscE @6:45pm

Sunday, July 4, 2004
Yesterday night, there was a barbeque in school.The thing started from like 6.30 till 11pm.Me and my friends went earlier since we were like so-called involved in the committee.

We didn't really do much yesterday, we were like dancing almost the whole evening.Well, I'm quite surprised that some of the Leos can dance quite well,(including me larh)=p When the game started, as in the ice breaking games, I didn't join them. Instead I went to help in barbequing the food, and of course help myself with the chicken wings too.But you know what, lots and lots of foods are wasted because we were playing more than eating.Such a waste sey. We paid $5 but you can count exactly how many chicken wings or sausages we ate.

At about 8.45, we were getting ready to place the strings for the night walk and stuff. We went to decide where they should walk and which part to scare them.Before even scaring them, we ourselves were already feeling kinda nervous and stuff. Thinking about it,I don't even know why we were feeling scared.Hahs.

Anyway, me and Naqiah station ourselves outside the Chemistry lab, in which not many people volunteer to be there, because they said, according to them, a lot of scary stuff had been happening in that block itself.Me and Naqiah hide in the corner and I started to make funny noises. Hey, but I'm not the one making the noise, my handphone was. I've recorded some noises like screaming, giggles, crying and stuff. To me, it was kinda fake lah, but you know what, there's this particular pair, they were sec ones boys, when they heard the noise,they ran like hell.Hahs.It was so funny. It was obviously us standing there, but they didnt even turn their heads to look at us.Wahaha, so funny.=)) Really, it was fun scaring people.

The whole thing ended quite late. I reached home at 11.30pm. My feet was sore after all that dancing and running. But anyway, it was kinda fun larh. I didn't know a Leo gathering could be this fun.=D

shE remIniscE @12:00pm

Thursday, July 1, 2004
Long day for me.Had my A-Math test just now.Guess what, out of 12, I'll be getting a 0.Yeahs, if I at least get a 1 mark, I'll be content.Its really really hard lah, I ain't kidding. I totally left out the question on graph, that is I didnt even drew anything on the graph paper.Hahs. Wasted my time for half and hour.=/

Anyway, during Mother Tounge, somehow, we were like different.I just had the impression that the people in my class wanted the new teacher to have an impression that our class are noisy and hard to control, some sort lah.Hahs, it was not really boring, kinda fun, especially when we made lotsa noise. I saw her reaction, she was like Er, okey.Hahs!

Oh yeahs, after dinner, i was forced to drink milk.Eww, I hate milk. The taste is disgusting and the smell is, urgh. I can't imagine how syuadah can really loves milk like hell. My father says that I have to drink milk every day, starting for today, for health purposes.Oh my gosh.Haiz~

shE remIniscE @11:00pm